I suddenly feel like rambling about how
Sometimes Christmas makes ms
Sad. Lol. I hate it when everyone gets the best and my family either gets the worst
Or nothing at all. It's just so unfair. Just because most of the aunty's didn't
Like my father last time doesn't mean that we are going to be the same): I hate it so effing much cos we're humans too
But everyone just seems to ignore us.
One example would be Aunty pila. She told my mum she going to give her a present but she gave everyone one except my mother. Hypocritical I swear. Only pretending to be fair when your fair at all. I also hate when everyone gets the best and we have to choose from
The worse like Aunty mina. It hurts alot la. I mean so much for having a happy Christmas. Aunty pat also. She never Gives me anything. And everyone keeps saying that they are poor when THEY ARE NOT. I mean why be so selfish over such things. Haven't we always been taught to be equal and love each other equally? And you all claim to listen to gods words. And you don't follow it and only care selfishly for yourself only?-.- why would it matter how often you go to
Church if you live with such deeds. It just doesn't make sense. But I think
Aunty carmen is the best. She treats us well. She listens and she understands. She's someone I can relate to. Even though she's like us and doesn't really go to church, she has a heart of gold. And I admire her for that. I mean all the aunty's and uncles also have good in them I don't deny. But why won't you show it? God made us to love one another. Not to have bitter relationships like the one that I feel we have now. It just doesn't make sense to me. Maybe you would find me rude. Or writing here would be a form of disrespect. But have you guys respected
My family? Respected our feelings? If you have, I sincerely thank you. If not I have nothing to say. I'm going to be fair to everyone and I'm not going to be bias cos I don't wanna be like you people. I want to set good examples foe the younger generations or mainly my sister. Cos I don't want her to be selfish and care about herself only. Okay I guess I'm
Done. This has been in me for a long time. It was an uncomfortable feeling in me which I finally got out. As you can see I have alot of hidden feelings in me. sheesh. Ahh okay la I don't wanna talk about it anymore. I'll blog again later or something.